A photo: me, a high school freshman, blue with joy for making the team, standing flagstill in a parking lot, crumpled eating a soft serve ice cream cone out of a baseball mitt.
Read MoreWhere the roads meet at the top of the hill and you can see farmland stretch as far as the city lights, I become intimate with everything I’ll never know.
Read MoreEight-seater suburban parked deep-deep in the Wal-Mart lot, legal twenty-four hours or so they say, though every time we see a car coming too close we pull the sleeping bags up, stay strict-still and make like a backseat of junk.
Read MoreYou can come in now, they say, holding open the door between the waiting room and the inner sanctum of the ER, and I stand, smoothing my wispy summer dress and unsticking my bare legs from the vinyl chair where I’ve waited…
Read MoreWe are nine when our mom enrolls us in the Fairlanes Young America youth duckpin bowling league. Duckpin bowling is Baltimore’s bastardized version of ten-pin bowling, played on a regular-length lane but with squat little pins and hard rubber balls swirled with marble or speckled with glitter.
Read MoreAfter my dad falls down the hill and into the road at sunset and is nearly hit by a speeding car, it takes him fifteen minutes to limp back up to the house. I hear him call my name from the kitchen in a strange, fierce tone I have never heard before.
Read MoreLately I feel like a mirror that got shattered and glued back together. To fill the hours, I’ve been reading about the Boötes Void. It’s a kind of oil-stain in space, an absence of stars some 330 million light years in diameter.
Read MoreGrowing up, I was the only girl on both sides of the family. Most of the time, it didn’t seem to matter much. I followed my brothers and cousins when they went outside to shoot the BB gun in our grandparents’ backyard in small town Wisconsin.
Read MoreMy friend Stacy was headed to freshman orientation, and it was 1985 on a day in May and the Midwest sky was showing off and Stacy was getting ready to pull out and the days stretched before me, empty and long, so I said yes and rode shotgun a hundred miles or so north out of our hometown.
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